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Hhhmm..sobat,,ntah kenapa perasaan ky menjadi tidak terbendung hari ini. Lagi-lagi perasaan itu datang, dan menjadi begitu besar ketika ky sms an dengannya. Ky sudah melakukan titik penekanan, sampai-sampai hidung ky sakit dan panas, namun hal itu belum membuatku lebih baik. What should i do???

Ky cuma gak mau terbawa angan, melambung dan akhirnya menjatuhkan ky. Bisakah kau bayangkan sakitnya bila itu terjadi??? Setiap kali rasa itu datang, ada rasa lain yang bahkan membunuh perasaan itu. Sebuah ketidakpercayaan diri. Sebuah pertanyaan muncul, pertanyaan yang sangat bodoh namun sangat mendasar. Pertanyaan yang selalu meruntuhkan semangad dan impianku. "Masihkah dia sayang padaku??Atau bahkan pernahkah dia sayang padaku??".
Oh Tuhan,,Apa yang harus ky lakukan???

Thank you very much my luphly. Without a word you made me know love. Without a word you gave me love. Why does it hurt so much? Why does it hurt continuously? Wondering what to say next, my lips were surprised. Because it came without a word. All day long I try to forget you, but I think of you again. All day long I try to say goodbye, but I think of you. Although you went to a place where I can’t hold you, even if my hand reaches out for you. I can’t find you, I can only cry. I'm so sorry. Tears burst and my my yearning is flowing and flowing. The sad words that are stuck in my throat like a thorn. Is roaming around my ear all day. Maybe this is because I am a fool. It is okay even when I get hurt. Even when others say that is useless love. It doesn’t matter because I wanted to.
What should i do?? should i run?? I just want you be happy. Your smile appeared like the warm sunshine. My heart is throbbing again. Now said to me, Can you feel it, my feeling?? Come to me, come a little bit closer and take my heart away. Everyday lovely day everyday I will whispering to you again. Sweeter than candy, I will give my love to you. I will hug you tight. lovely day please try to feel my heart.
Together forever.